Birth

Birthdays In Heaven

Are there birthdays in Heaven?
Does the angel blow his horn?
Announcing to everybody
This is the day that you were born?

Can the stars be your balloons
And angel food your cake?
Presents wrapped in moonbeams
All the angels helped to make.

I'll whisper a little prayer today
Asking everyone up above
To sing you a Happy Birthday song
And give you all my love.

Happy 6th Birthday

Lucy

have a happy time with

your big Sister Mollie

& little brother Luie

Love & hugs always sweetheart

(((XXXX)))

So sorry for not coming here on Mollies angel day.....

My dear Friend Jackie years have flown by since we "met" and shared the pain at losing our beautiful and precious Daughters.  We cried together laughed together at times and shared many a memory. 

Anyone who has lost a child knows that the pain is forever there etched into our heart and soul and one we carry inside us wherever we may go.

I know that Mollie's angel day no matter how accustomed we have become to this life forced upon us was painful and a sad reflection on why life has done this.

I hold no answers just love and prayers that you got through the day.  Sorry I was not there for you but I do hope you know that I am always a phone call away no matter how long its been since we have spoken we will pick up where we left off.  You and the girls and Luie have touched my heart in ways that I can not explain.  I know that they will forever watch over their beautiful Mummy and Daddy and that you have three gorgeous angels standing around you. 

On Luies angel day and first birthday tomorrow I do hope they give you a sign that they are with you that you will have the strength to get through another painful day. 

I am always here Jackie.  Just a phone call or email away.  Take care my darling Friend.

Funda xxx

Happy 1st Birthday/Angel Day

Luie

I know you will have the best time with your

two gorgeous Big sisters

Love & hugs always

lil man

(((XXXX)))

A gift We cannot give to you
It should be your special day
But you're not here to share it
You had to go away
So Luie here's a card for you 
We wish you were still here
But we send you birthday wishes
As we know you're always near.

So sorry I wasn't around to send you some love on your angel day Mollie.  I hope you're having a good time and looking after Lucy and Luie I'm sure you're a lovely big sister.  Are you having a big party for Luie's birthday?  I'll be thinking of you all that day and wishing that you could all be down here with your mummy & daddy.  Watch over them and keep them strong.

Please give your little brother Luie a kiss from us on his birthday.  Play nicely together have lots of fun.  Big hugs for your mum and dad too.

Lots of love Louise Lydia Jodie and Cara and our angel Louis.xxx

Dear Mollie

Hope your Angel Day in

Paradise

is as special as you

Love & Hugs always

sweet heart

xxxxx

Mollie, we miss you so very much
On every Birthday;
And not just then, but every minute,
Since you went away.

You were the center of our lives
Before your soul passed on;
It’s just so hard for us to believe
That you are really gone.

But we celebrate the life you lived
And all the things you gave us;
Our wonderful memories, Mollie, of you
Are the things that will comfort and save us.

Please think of us, as we think of you
With hearts so full of love;
We’re looking up at you, sweet Mollie,
As you look at us from above.

Lord look around your garden

for an angel with a smile,

it won't be hard to find her,

She must stand out a mile

Put your arms around her

and give her all our love,

wish her happy Birthday,

we only wish we could

hi mollie,lucy,luie and dad,

missing you all so very much as christmas is coming close.this is never ever the sam without mollies infectious girly giggle, grandads dry sense of humor that had us all in stiches!!!!!!!!!i bet that lucy,luie,would of both had loving and fun ways that we regrettably never got to see  as now they are safe with their big sister mollie in heaven (don,t boss them too much moll!!!!)

today is the yearly candle service - held in your memories -  which is so very sad for us all but we have so many beautiful  memories locked in our hearts that we will cherish forever and that helps us through.

please sprinkle loads of angel dust on your mummy and daddy as they are both yearning for you so much - but have all your love to help them through these sad and lonely times,

have a fantastic crimbo  i know you will because your grandad will make sure of that ,

love always and forever,

your auntie sam xxxxxxxx

To three special angels

who are missed

so very much

love & hugs always

xoxoxox

Hi Angels,

How are you all today - all ok and together I hope. I just wanted to offload today as your mummy's getting that sinking feeling again. Christmas is coming and it's such a sad time now you’re not physically here and it was once such a wonderful time in our house.

I know Lucy & Luie never got to share this wonderful time of year with us but I hope Mollie's told you about all the fun we had together - putting together her list for Father Christmas, having her own grotto which I did for her (what a labour of love that was for me!), decorating our trees together and girlie days shopping for presents for everyone (although was had more fun laughing at all the gimmicky things!). Singing along to the cheery xmas songs wherever we could.

Christmas Eve when we laid out mince pies and milk and a carrot for Rudolph as you went to bed waiting for Father Christmas to arrive (I would assure you that he would leave the pressies on the roof for mummy & daddy to bring in as you didn't like the thought of him coming into your room!).

Christmas Day at Auntie Sams and your cousins for lots of fun which would continue at our house Boxing Day when everyone came to us. New Years Eve when we had our house party – we loved having friends and family round.

I should be starting my maternity leave soon, looking forward to our new baby who would bring some light and laughter back into our lives. Instead, Luie came too early and joined his sisters in Heaven. I miss you all so, so much and I am trying so hard to carry on positively without you but special times like Christmas are hard to bear without you here.

I’m helping to organise this years TCF candle service and it will be so painful but I will be amongst other bereaved mums who all miss their children. We will smile through our tears at the joy you all brought into our lives.

Our friends and family keep us going and we do laugh and try to enjoy life, but underneath, the pain is always there and we have to learn to live with it as it never ever goes away.
I know you watch over me and can see my sadness but please continue to watch over me and your dad to keep us going.

My love, hugs and cuddles to you each and everyday and give your Grandad a great big kiss from me too!

Mummy xxx

Hi Mollie, Lucy, Luie and Grandad

Been missing you all loads!!! Christmas is coming, it will never be the same without you all. You've change our minds and our hearts and proved to everybody that life is too short, and to make the most. Whenever Im feeling down I know I can count on you four to cheer me up. We all think of all the fun christmas' that you made oh so special instead of thinking of the ones where you aren't here but in our minds. I just think of all the special moments we've had together and it makes me smile. Thank you for giving me sooo much that nobody else ever has. Love you all millions and more and can't wait for the day when I can see you all! :D

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

If snowdrops grow in Heaven,
Please pick a bunch for me,
Place them in my Baby's arms,
And tell her,they're from me,
Tell her I love her,and miss her,
And when she turns to smile,
Place a kiss upon her cheek,
And hold her for a while,
Because remembering her is easy,
I do it every day,
But there's an ache within my Heart,
That will never go away.

Love & hugs always

to a special little girl

Lucy

on her angel day

be happy sweetheart

xoxoxoxox

Happy 5th Birthday

Lucy

know you will have

the best time with Mollie & Luie

love & hugs always

xoxoxoxox

I am finding things so tough at the moment. The schools broke up yesterday for the school holidays and I can’t stop imaging what life would be like if you were both here.

Mollie would have been so excited with all her girlfriends as they talked and giggled about how life would be at Secondary School next term and Lucy starting Primary School as one of the oldest in her year.

As I’d intended to be a full time mum when I was pregnant with you Lucy, we would have all that to look forward to in September but we’d also have a whole 6 weeks together doing girlie things and having fun together!

Instead, I’m here, on my own, just wondering how things would have been. Families all around me having their ups and downs but getting on with family life. I’m keeping busy organising this years charity night and while its all I can do to keep you in peoples minds as well as raising money for charity, it’s not what I should or want to be doing.

My dreams and aspirations for you both now gone but in my minds eye you are whatever I want you to be.  My 2 gorgeous blonde haired, blue eyed girls, laughing, dancing, happy, beautiful and cherished.

It’s 5 years next month since I lost you Moll and then you Lucy just 5 weeks after that and I don’t know how I’ve survived it but I have. It’s such a tough and emotional journey, trying to function whilst hiding the pain in my heart from those around me. I try to laugh as I don’t want people to think I’m depressing to be around but when I close my eyes at night, you’re there, right before me and it hurts, so much.

I will love and miss you forevermore and I take comfort knowing you’re with me, somehow, somewhere.

Till we meet up once again, BIG hugs and kisses to you both – Mum xx

Jackie

Thank you for your lovely message you left on Sibel's site.

The strange thing is I also remembered it was your Dad's birthday and so you were in my thoughts also.

I wished him a happy birthday and imagined the party going on up there, his beautiful granddaughters running around him laughing and smiling. 

Its never an easy road for us on this side of life.  Like you so accurately said its something that will never heal or get better.

But having friends like yourself helps make this jouney less isolating & lonely and for that I am truly grateful.

Take care of yourself & thank you once again for being such a beautiful friend.

My love to Mollie, Lucy, Sibel and your lovely Dad until we can be with them again.

Hello sweetheart

Sorry I couldnt make it yesterday but you and your family were in my thoughts...

I hope somewhere in heaven, you, Lucy, Sibel & Rosie and all your other angel friends had a groovy birthday party. I hope you had saved me some cake too!

I know that we all miss you over here, especially Mummy & Daddy.

Carry on watching over them with your beautiful smile Mollie.  You are truly blessed in having such special parents.

God bless my darling always...

Funda x